I am gentle, loving and kind by a fault.
I play guitar. I'm extroverted and friendly. I love tea, sushi, Pink Floyd, 1000 thread count sheets, thunderstorms and making people feel good about themselves. I practice Buddhist principles and do not partake in any mind-altering substances. I love spirituality and religion, but not necessarily the people involved. I have depression and an eating disorder but it does not define me. I constantly strive to live a healthy fulfilling life.
"You look good, like you’ve lost a bit of weight"
Now the person that said this to me today is a very nice, genuine lady I work with and she’s very sweet. I am sure she was just trying to say something positive to me. BUT…I was wearing a shirt that fit me different and I didn’t have binge bloat. So I will say, with this exception, that it just makes me feel so weird when someone says that to me. Like, “hey I know you’re fat but you’ve lost some of that weight and that’s great!” I don’t know. It’s just a weird thing to say to someone. Why can’t you just say, “hey, you look beautiful today!”
I am binging tonight. I don’t have to work tomorrow, I have some yummies in the freezer and I’m staying up late. I know it’s bad. Right now I don’t care.
I think I posted about it yesterday, but what is with the sub for my psych nurse doing when he changed my meds from 1mg Klonopin at night, 15 prn for 30 days, and he changes it to 1mg twice a day. What??? Not that I’m arguing about it because I could use it during my panic attacks at night, but I’m wondering if he looked at my chart and thought okay, this bitch be crazy, lets up the dose?
when my friend told her drug dealer that she was transgender he immediately started using the correct pronouns for her and her parents dont so theres an issue there
I want the whole world to stop pretending that it likes beer
This is a food post so…
Going to look at houses next week! YAY! Once we have them narrowed down, my Dad is going to come with to look again. My Dad is a hardcore biker, full sleeves and all and he can look scary as hell. So anyone gets too scammer on us, they’ll have to deal with him and he don’t play around.
oh and btw I binged tonight. yay. I need to start erasing convenience foods from the freezer. It’s so easy to put something in the mircro or the toaster oven. I need healthy snacks instead. MEH. I go to the grocery tomorrow so things will have to change.
the only ship i need is a scholarship can i get a hallelujah